i know i said no more xanga~ i wasnt lying~just here to post up my new pics from my bday party and a few old pics too~ enjoy@!

me an my best fob grls hayun and sunmi

will oppa me song oppa and dallas oppa

cheers~! me and billy

me and pat

me john oppa and jaine unni

jason me johnny oppa billy and rascal

da group~ my 24th bday party

me and my new friend stephen

steve oppa pat lena and me

old pic~ me and oliver~ i miss u ollie~!

me and kali~ miss u too:)

me and lena

me and taco at his bday party

nick jiny and me

me and stephen again

paul me and pat

kali eliza and me~ old pic

paul me and nick

shawn brian oppa and david oppa back in dallas

nick me and lena

me and steve oppa

me and danny jung oppa at his concert backstage

me and eliza

me and george oppa( solid)

me and lena

paul me billy and nick

me and billy

me nick billy and steve oppa

lil mike me and nick

me and pat

me and my lil hoho kali

wed~ kiked it with nick paul lil mike pat and a couple of other guys~ went to ahn to drink~john oppa called so he came and drank with us too~ came home around 3

thurs~ kiked it with hayun ~sunmi~ heelan~yumi~and hellen~ and these 2 other grls i juss met  at boss~ then went to meet up with these guys that we know at apku~ then met up with rascal billy and steve oppa for a lil at h2o~ then headed off to hongdae cus we were suppose to meet up with jhig oppa and his friend~ then kwang il(my ex) came to see me after work( he werks at hongdae as a chef for sum bar)~ then went to nb and steve oppa billy and rascal came by to meet up again~went home around~ 6am

fri~ met up with lena hayun sunmi hellyn danny oppa and his 2 frends ~ went to ahn and drank~ afterwards went to kang nam nb to meet up with the apku crew~ then went to bobos 9 to go kik it with jc oppa sung oppa and dallas oppa and sum other oppas~ came home around 7 am

sat~ stopped by nyla to go see my bootiful  grls real quick* sunmi hayun yumi hellyn~ jane unni called and stopped by too~ then went home early cus i had to go to church~

as u can see~ im gettin tired of writin in xanga~ but here was a non deatailed short ass summary of how my weekened was~ i left out all the drama and the funny incidents out~i think this mite be the last entry i write in here~  good bye xanga~!!

2day was a long tiring day~ went early in the morning to the salon to do my hiar cus i had an important meeting with my manager and sum famous photographers~ i wasnt really that nervous this time cus i met sum of them from my last shoot at the studio~ and another time at the coffee shop~ and i already heard they think im promising and that they liek me~ so i was more at ease~ well shoot~ i got a well set plan goin on and im gonna be pretty occupied and bz ~ and they were talkin about gettin me ready for the winter cus thas wen im gonna be shootin sum real stuff~ cant really announce anything~ hehe sorry~my managers making me go take dance lessons~ plus i have to continue taking private drum lessons 3 times a week too~(used to take drum lessons b4 back in hs) then i gotta go to the orthidonist~ and do shit with my jaw and teeth b4 the winter~ ugh~well anyways enuff about werk~ my sis is leaving tomm~im kind of whutevers about it~ i havent seen her since her and my mom got into a fite~and im still pissed off at her~ but whut can i do~ she doestn realize how fuked up she was~...

last sat was fun~my grl hayun was back from japan so i had to meet up with her and sunmi~ plus lena wanted to hang out so met up with her too~and hellyn teresa yumi(daisy) called so they came~ steve oppa called so he came too with john oppa~ and i was already with nick and paul, we went to coex b4 goin to apku to watch bad boys2 with steve oppa but tickets were all sold out so we just went str8 to apku~ and some more peeps came out later on thru the nite~so as usual~ a couple of heads turned into a big group of heads at yookekjoo~ i just wished i didnt drink so much cus i puked my brains out and passed out~ sigh~i felt soo sick and i was soo tired~( woke up at 8am that morn) so  then jc oppa picked me up cus i didnt have a ride and took me home~me and him are still best friends~ i know i can always rely on him to be there for me no matter whut~ i feel so blessed for having him in my life~ and so thankful we didnt break up in bad terms~ :)

my dad is gettin me a new pc system!!:D cant wait~ this time im gettin a web cam and a new mic~ the whole deal cus imma be home a lot now~ im not really allowed to go out anymore~i mean ill still sneak out once in awhile~ but i def have to stay home a lot more~:( i think thas one of the reasons why my dads gettin it for me~ hehe~

anyways~ gotta go to bed now~ill update more next time~

i dedicate this song to him

mariah carey_i still believe

You look in my eyes
And I get emotional
Inside
I know it's crazy but
You still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You'd think that I
Wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed

I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Each day of my life
I'm filled with all the joy
I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands
It's worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, nooo I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together

If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again